I will not wait until Spring for Winter to melt away.Nope. Not gonna wait.
If Spring refuses to come, I will wear it instead.
Sure, these days are cluttered and cumbersome. But, if I read back over my recent blogs, it sounds like I'm constantly fighting for freedom instead of enjoying the freedom already won on my behalf. And, it's true - it is a fight, but maybe I am only honest about the fighting part.
Let me ease your mind.
Laughter is still happening. It sounds like giggles when I pry the doors open of the subway and realize I'm on the wrong train. It sounds like cheesy jokes at a fancy restaurant on Broadway and 28th Street when I'm dressed like a country bumpkin. It sounds like loopy laughs when the card game Jungle Speed lasts until 2 am.
I wanted to make sure, lovely reader(s), that you knew about the way I got to watch all the colors of dawn wake up from the window of the J train last week. I really hope you know that I saw smokestack clouds forming lazily above buildings in early evening pink hues. I mostly hope you hear, in my forever winter tone, that I do believe Spring will come.