The moment I walked into my parents' sleepy farmhouse, I rattled off a long list of promises to my niece - about forts and decorated cookies and potato stamps and monkey games. I wanted to do everything wonderful and I wanted to do it all at once. Between the two of us, I'm not sure who was more like a 3 three year old, but at one point my mom said, "Honey, why don't you just choose one thing and do it all the way." That was yesterday.
This morning, in the Sunday rush and rumble to get ready for church, Natalie crawled on my lap and said, "I just need to snuggle for a little bit." There she goes again, stepping into the moments standing right in front of me without making lists about the moments that follow. Maybe my niece and my mom are in cahoots to get some slow motion in my life.
I'm breathing deeper now, breathing advent in slowly and letting the anticipation sink in deep. Because longing does not mean impatience and excitement does not mean busy plans. Looking for my Savior is something I can savor slowly, like Sunday morning snuggles and Saturday night fort building.
Slow seems to be a theme these days, especially as I reflect on advent.
This gift of a Savior baby - a miracle sent to meet all our messes - was not a rush job. God didn't wait until things got real bad, until Gotham was nearly a graveyard, before sending his superhero. No, He didn't send the Messiah out of fear that the world was caving in and evil was winning.
God conducted the world and everything in it like the perfect notes in an orchestra. He knew redemption was necessary the moment He set creation in motion. He knew how far we would fall from his plans and how busy we would make ourselves in making our own. He knew all this and still stayed with His salvation plan from the beginning.
This week, I've been thinking about Father, Son and Holy Spirit knowing what redemption would look like. Thousands of years of knowing that salvation would involve serious sacrifice. An eternity past of knowing that the Son would be sent to be the Savior of the world.
What a very long time.
Yet, the Lord was never anxious about His plans. He did not crowd or cram the calendar. Because He is sovereign, His plans are never foiled. He did not need to move fast.
There was enough time for celestial choirs and enough time for repeating the sounding joy. Repeat the sounding joy. Slowly.
joy to the world! the Savior reigns let men their songs employ! while fields and floods and hills and plains repeat the sounding joy!
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