The evil pressed in, breaking the seams of a gloriously beautiful, blue-sky day. It's like poison warring to claim a body fighting for life and health. The parking garages are always dark and quiet and cold, but today my brisk step met sunshine on the other side of the sidewalk. I stepped out from the garage's shadows and under a warm blue sky for the 5 minutes it took to get inside the courthouse.
And in those 5 minutes, I claimed Christ - one promise after another in step with the clicking of my heels. Breathe, step, Christ. Breathe, step, Christ. Into the courtroom I went and out of the courtroom two and a half hours later into the same warm blue sky. Breathe, step, Christ. Breathe, step, Christ.
The joy of my slow, pre-work morning was distant and slippery now against the evil pressing in on all sides. I looked up and warmed my face against the sun and let my lungs fill with a heavy sigh.
No morning resolve will last the whole day through - it's not strong enough to overcome the evil. My morning resolve wore off about one hour into my work day. One hour and I needed another promise to battle and overcome the opposition.
No, the gospel is not meant to be taken as a one-a-day prescription.
We're meant to drink it all day long - to be satisfied in our souls with the richness of His grace. He pours it out and bids us come and drink. Today, I needed so many spoonfuls.
There is so much evil that threatens to rob us of joy and strength and resolve. And if we're not drinking in the grace God has poured out, we will take a different medicine and fear will be our portion, worry will be our cup.
As I was driving away from one client and before I drive to the next, I rehearse the moments in which I need to believe.
In pain, Christ. In fear, Christ. In joy, Christ. In hope, Christ. In trembling, Christ. In love, Christ. In grief, Christ. In failure, Christ. In heartache, Christ.
Every moment, Christ.
I am being sanctified from one degree of glory to the next (2 Corinthians 3:18) as this very moment rolls over into the next moment. And for all moments, Christ is sufficient and abundant to pour out grace enough to fill my soul to overflowing. For all the promises of God find their "Yes" in Christ (2 Corinthians 1:20).
Breathe, step, Christ. Breathe, step, Christ.
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Morning devotions are not enough.