I've been thinking lately about pace. What speed is fitting as we pursue the Lord - is it always an all-out, relentless rush? Are we always breathless about getting to where God is leading?
I've been thinking about pace because I wonder if we sometimes speed what should be slowed. I wonder if we create some of the crazy that surrounds our spiritual sprints - like we've thrown into the air all the race markers and so haphazardly attempt to fix our eyes on Jesus while anxiously searching the way.
Maybe this isn't making any sense to you (is it?), but I've sure noticed that God means for some things to be experienced slowly. Prayers are sometimes this way, and blessings. And suffering. Sometimes, it seems, we'd like to think we can control the outcome of the race we're running, the "race marked out for us," by more intensity. Or maybe it's just me.
It is a beautiful thing to take slow steps of faith. Not timid steps, just slow and steady steps that say,
"I am not worried where my foot will fall. I am not anxious about getting somewhere sooner or later. I am at peace with the amount of grace God has given for this step. I do not doubt the Lord's provision."
It is a beautiful thing to take slow steps of faith and I'm learning this, slowly. Maybe it's because slow steps allow my frenzied, distracted heart time to believe in the God who will sustain me.
Maybe my hurried, race pace is something I've thought up as a back-up plan if God's doesn't work. Maybe I need to be restful even while I'm determined to persevere as a runner in a race - believing that my finishing doesn't depend on my performance as much as it depends on God's grace.
“Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!” Psalm 46:10
"When I am afraid, I put my trust in you." Psalm 56:3
"Many are the plans in the mind of a man, but it is the purpose of the Lord that will stand." Proverbs 19:21
"It is in vain that you rise early and go late to rest, eating the bread of anxious toil; for he gives sleep to his beloved." Psalm 127:2
"Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." Matthew 6:34
Today, I'll try taking slower steps.
This song seems to be about the right pace.