When I left for college, I thought I was joining the ranks of "students" - a thoughtful army my parents had already been a part of and had since graduated from. I was going off to learn so I could approach "real life" with the right information, equipped with the tools for a career. I thought that being a student was a phase and not just in an academic sense. My growing up years are replete with examples of spiritual mentors and faithful witnesses who crowded around to pour light and truth into my self-centered soul. In many ways, I looked up to these folks because they had been through the "student" phase and seemed to still have their wits about them on the other side. Not that they ever encouraged my thinking that they had "made it," but in my ignorance I believed them to have arrived somewhere I hoped to soon be.
As it turns out, God never intended us to stop learning (please, no jokes about it taking me years to figure this out).
This is part of our sanctification - humbly adopting the title of student. When we stop pressing on to know the Lord in a deeper way, we have said "I know it all," which is nothing less than a lie. God has designed the refining process to draw us into a greater knowledge of Him, a greater dependence on Him, and a greater satisfaction in Him. Being a lifelong student is the best kind of blessing there is when your subject is the Creator of the universe!
I remember having conversations with my parents while I was in college and many more since, where I shared inspiration about the light bulbs turning on in my head. Their responses were not, "Mmmhmm. Good, glad you're learning that" but rather, "Now, that's interesting. I wonder if that also applies..."
A giant light switched on when I realized I was learning WITH my parents and not to catch up to them.
I've never seen their pursuit look so different from the world then right now. When their peers look for worldly pleasures and social science studies reveal what they should be doing and desiring, they are venturing into wildly unknown territory.
Because they love their Lord and treasure Him, they are exchanging a mid-life crisis for a mid-life calling. Yesterday, they officially invited Sadie and Sierra into our family and into their home. Their bags had been packed for two weeks, before they even knew the destination. Yesterday they moved into the room above the kitchen I called my own for several years of high school. And now I'll call them sisters.
As my parents are clinging to promises they have taught and studied for years, they are challenged to believe the promises hold power enough to be strong when they feel weak. And I'm sure they feel weak and ill-equipped and even awkward about the transition, but there they are in the midst of it.
I can't tell you how much my love for them has grown as I watch them lean into the Lord. And as I see the Lord sustain and sanctify them, I can't help but love Him more as well. What a beautiful Savior who looks after the lost and lonely and finds them refuge.
My heart is full for these two young ladies who will change our family forever. I can hardly wait for thanksgiving to come so I can count them as blessings around our family's abundant table.
let LOVE fly like cRaZy
See the first in this mid-life series: the opposite of mid-life crisis as I look at what it means to always be in the life development stage called "sanctification."