don't rush past this

It's Friday and my mind is not a mess. Don't rush past that sentence... it's kind of a big deal. Normally, blog posts are inspired by conflict or tension or frustration and my mind is mixed up like college freshman at orientation week luau. But, not today!

Last night I shared delicious tomato pie and conversation with friends and later processed (our code for questioning everything) with my Honduran sister. Laughter sprinkled over everything like the right amount of salt because I got up this morning rejoicing.

Don't rush past this, I keep telling myself. It's good to be serious, but OH! it's good to laugh - to breathe in deeply and enjoy all the very good things.

Last night, as Alejandra and I filled the phone line with chatter, she shared something that sent me spiraling (gladly) back into my fascination with words. She was trying to smoosh a week's worth of life into a string of words when she said,

I don't know if I should say this. I mean, I haven't told anyone here because there is no one to tell... but I haven't even thought about it until this moment. I'm saying the words right now and actually thinking about this for the first time. If I say it, then... words have power and I will start thinking about it more. When I speak it, it's real, you know?

I think she probably put it together a little differently, but that was the gist. Words have power. About that, I was already convinced. But, the way she said it made me think. Thoughts just hang in the air without consequence, but speaking thoughts into words is like putting weights on balloons... or putting weights on stars that then make a terrain-altering crater.

I shared what mesmerizes me the same glorious amount no matter how many times I speak it: In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God (John 1:1) and then God said (Genesis 1:3). Back when things were formless and void, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit creatively conspired and then SPOKE. We speak and we describe things, but God speaks and things are. He chose to use language and from His words came galaxies and planets and gravity and microorganisms. After His words formed the world, God kept speaking. Throughout all of the Old Testament, we listen for God's words to the Israelites - his instruction, rebuke, correction, and encouragement. And then, after 400 years of silence, God's words became a human. The WORD of God was walking around, stretching his little arms in the morning light and breaking bread around a table for the evening meal. The Word of God - the very language of Creation - was one man. In the Word (Jesus) all things hold together (Colossians 1:17). All things.

Whew.

Words have power and that's why I'm type-speaking the wonder of this morning into existence. I won't let it rush past, because it's Friday and my mind is not a mess.

There is laughter hidden in the most unlikely of places today and I intend to find all of it.

let LOVE fly like cRaZy