In the mess of emotions and energy and exhaustion of the past week, I'm breaking mental ground for a new life motto. Up until this point, I've stuck with "Love God, Love Others." I know, I know - it's nothing mind-blowing. It's as old as Deuteronomy 6 and Matthew 22:36-40.
It seems like we shouldn't really have to improve on what God explained so clearly. This bold declaration to love God with all my heart and love others out of that love will always breathe life into whatever else God is teaching me. Lately, it seems the lessons in my conversations and experiences have me searching for words to explain how my theology informs my philosophy of living.
So, this past week, I started taking my joy pulse. I was intentionally on the lookout for those times when there was "fullness of joy" in my life, because those moments found me in the presence of God (Psalm 16:11). So many things triggered this crazy feeling of joy bubbling over the flimsy walls of my heart - laughter on the bus ride, children on top of high school students' shoulders, serious late-night talks, watching a drama acted out to the glory of God, hearing stories of evangelism teams, playing in the ocean in the rain, singing/rapping, sunshine and clouds - all these things amounted to an emotion I can't explain.
One of the beautiful moments where God arrived in splendor happened the last night before we came back. We were all sharing and reflecting about what made an impact on us, where we felt we made an impact, and what God is leading us to do as a result of our experiences. One of the students mentioned how wonderful it felt to just share. She mentioned that normally all her friends would be very possessive of their "things," but this week she experienced how cool it was to share.
Something clicked while she was talking... something that I am learning as I live here in this beautiful country: "a la orden." I can remember so many times when I've made a comment to one of my students about her outfit and heard this response, which means, "at your service." It's like saying, "Oh? You like it? Well you can wear it whenever you want!"
I love this.
I realized my joy pulse goes crazy whenever I think of ways I can live a la orden... and I truly believe this is how we live out Philippians 2:1-4. The idea is WAY bigger than offering our clothes. When someone compliments us about our gifts of leadership, encouragement, organization, creativity, laughter, work ethic, prayer, or ministry, our response can and should be, "a la orden."
Can you imagine what would happen if we made our best gifts available and "at your service"?
Person 1: Wow, you really have an amazing way with children! Person 2: Thanks! God is so good! And, well, I'm at your service whenever you need. Person 1: (confused) Oh, cool... what do you mean by that? Person 2: Well, I mean that what good is a "way with children" if I don't use it? So, please let me know the next time you have a need involving kids! Person 1: Whoa. That's kind of crazy. So, you mean you'd be available to fill the open spot at the after-school program I work with on Tuesdays? Person 2: That's exactly what I mean. Let's talk details.
Obviously, this scenario can't play out perfectly every time because our days will fill up and we will find it difficult to make ourselves "a la orden" all of the time. But, the point I'm making is a mental shift. No longer am I guarding my time and treasure for myself. God blessed me and saved me for His purposes, not mine. When people point out beautiful things in me, it is only a reflection of my God who formed me in my mother's womb. My gifts aren't meant to bring me glory, but they will bring me joy if I make them available to others through my service.
Very few of us wear clothes that we've designed ourselves and our spiritual gifts are the same way. We wear them and get compliments on them, but we did not design them. When we receive compliments they should be re-directed to the Designer and He promises the MOST joy will happen when we aren't promoting ourselves with our gifts, but instead looking for ways to elevate others.
I have SO MANY STORIES and ways God has blessed this philosophy. The joy seriously multiplies! I love looking into beautiful brown eyes and saying, "Whenever. Wherever. You name the place. I know God has gifted me for such a time as this and such a person as you."
That's what makes my joy pulse go crazy! And that's how I know making ourselves available by putting others first is the biggest blessing we could receive.
another reason to
let LOVE fly like cRaZy